SESSION 8 "Too Many Faces"

This moment, I want to tell you about how I feel when I became as a collegian.

People sometimes asks me “how does it feel in your study majors?”. The only one I know to answer is “ I don’t know.” . yea, I’m so damn confused about the system and anything about this higher study. You know, beside I wish I can get a boy and new mates to fill my live, I want to study! Believe me! I don’t make any bullshit or crap or anything. Anyway, the reason why I should keep stay here (in my majors) is bcs I don’t belong to my old hopes! I really wish I could be the part of English Department ’12. But in fact, I fell into Governance ’12. Seems like.. I need to take my time HERE! Meet politics, public policy, governance and govement concept, theory of development, and manymore. I feels like I have to down on my knees to beg my own self to KEEP stay here and do my best. I need more time to study, Sir. But why those lecturers seems like they don’t pay attention to us, collegian in their first semester? Fuck it.

I don’t really like study. I need to study in one good condition to keep more words on my mind. Meanwhile, on my class there’re TOO MANY CRAP EVERYWHERE! “HEY DUDE! This place is OURS, not YOURS! Don’t pull your fucking crap out and take control of it!”
another one. Some people seems like clever or something I don’t know. This is serious, I really like to see man/girl to speak up their mind cleaverly. But please, throw away your arrogant! Somehow, we need to learn it together (sharing), not act like teacher (teaching).

that’s all. I thought I need more time to attempt take a lot of room for myself to people different character. Hopefully it ain’t maladjustment (˘ʃƪ˘)